1) GOOD RESULTS FOR JAN2012 SEM
As you can see, I have going through a lot of ups and downs in my relationship. Recently, I exploded and told love about my unhappiness and everything. He was shocked and he didn't know how to respond but to apologize for not being sensitive enough and being such a big man. After exploding, our feeling towards each other got even stronger.
It was just yesterday we met up for dinner, it was our first met up after my first mega explosion. Of course, we felt sorry and awkward towards each other. To me, it felt as if we were dating all over again. We want to understand each other again. my last explosion made me stronger and it made me want to take control of this relationship. Like i should not be thinking too much for him and think less for myself. I should just blast out whatever i feel to him whenever i can. I should not keep too much to myself and end up thinking too much whether if i am not good enough or the fault lies on me. I should learn to be a little more selfish so i wont be taken advantage by love. :D
I want to us to work out. I want us to last. I have faith in us.
We may not start like a normal couple due to our special little situations but we will work out just fine.
We met each other at our own weakness point in life. We knew that our own separate relationship is at the edge of crashing and ending. We still had our feelings for our own partners and not due to any third party but it was because somehow it was not working out and both parties or one party is tired of the other so we both ended our past relationships.
it was super tough for me. As you all know, I am crazy when it comes to love. He was there all the time when i had to go through this horrible time of "breaking up soon" my relationship. He was the one who asked me to keep calling A, so we can talk things through. A gave me no hope at all. A wanted to end. I was given no choice but to leave.
He was there to keep me company whenever I am alone. Maybe he knew that I will go mad if I am alone. We talked like we were close friends for life. We laughed like we were kids again. He came into my life when I am at my weakest. He talked me through the misery A put me in.
He knew it was not going to easy for me to move on but he still have faith in us. We gone through a lot in this nine months together. I can say my first tough love. We have the obvious difference in thinking and views. We always have to talk it through to get each other to understand and yes ends up fighting. All I can say is, fighting is part of our relationship. If we don't, then we won't be able to fully understand each other. At the end of each fight, we must love harder than before. This will keep us going stronger and until the end of life. :D
Meeting you is like a dream come true.
21 08 2011
hellooo!!
yes I'm eating candy again. I feel fat and that's because mentally more meals equal more fats. but actually my meals are small snacks. somehow my brain can't take in that fact. so I still end up feeling fat.
alright, I shall cut short. I'm gg to finish my invoice now! (:
cheers,
Joelle Chew
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yes I'm that emo right now. my bf last min pangsei me, told me he got event on Sunday. he won't be able to go shao mu with me.
why make me so happy in the first place. especially with such things. I love it when my other half is willing to be there with me on such occasion. chinese new year or qing ming where my relatives are there to see him. now it is all impossible le. I dont want my relatives to think that my bf is always a myth, he never appears. you know that level of disappointment can never be underestimated. I was like a fool for four years, A never try coming when my relatives are ard. I was so stupid to believe he will one fine year.
thats why I am always so delighted that my bf wants to tag along on sunday's shao mu. now he says he cannot make it. the same old stupid feeling hits me again.
siao I'm tearing on the bus again. mad woman!!! *blinkingmytearsaway* act like I have a flu. silly I know.
I will be just fine.
Joelle chew
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hellooo!!!
I let my dad tried some in the morning, he says its not bad! :) I shall make some during the CCLL gathering!
cheers,
Joelle chew
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c3 14 133 ah gong
e3 02 0309 da sao ah gong
d3 39 289 290 291 ah gong's ah ma.
these are d code numbers we need to remember when we visit them. by d time it reaches our generation, all this traditions will be gone. I think i better don't pose my ah gong ah ma's photo.
Happy qing ming jie people! go bai bai!
Joelle chew
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hello my friends!!!
recently ah boon n me made sushi!! this afternoon, we will be making more. I wanna eat fry ebi. (:please feast on the pictures!!
a simple sushi roll! I didn't manage to take a photo of d progress because I'm the one making it. (: I'm so busy making and eating it. Laughs!! the triangle rice roll is very easy to make. I'm gonna make more later!! I can't wait to end work and buy more ingredients!. more crabmeat and prawns! My bf wants to buy actual japanese rice. -.- act one kind.
I will update again once we are done!!! *hungry*
cheers,
Joelle chew
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Just wanna post my favourite sugar treats of all time!!
I will get this when I see a pasar malam, I will get this when I'm at d outdoor theme in genting. I will buy it at basically any theme parks e.g.: Seoul coex indoor theme park.
Here I am blogging about my candy treat. I bought it from one mama shop near my office. it looks so pink and pretty and delicious. They have it in green, blue, purple and pink! I even told my bf, it is a must to have a popcorn machine and cotton candy machine in my bdae party!!! I'm merely kidding but having either one will be a pleasant surprise right? :D *big hint*
alrighty, I'm back to work.
cheers,
Joelle Chew
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hello!!
check out my new nail art. it's more neon than the picture above. I had very tough time doing my left fingers, especially for the dotting part.
it's pretty easy. try it yourself!!
cheers,
joelle chew
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